I feel as though I have checked out of life this past week. I have managed to stay just numb enough to not deal with my problems but in the process I suddenly wake up and an entire week has gone by. It's not a way to live to be sure. How do I get out of this? Reality is too scary right now.
I'm sorry to the dirty fish tank, to the dying plants and to the smelly dishes. I think I must neglect it all just a little bit longer. I'm too weak and I don't even want to know what will happen should I gain the strength.
We are all here for you. What do you need? It's okay to feel what you're feeling. Get it all out. Love you!
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